#MonthofSpreads Day Thirty: Bad Thought Breaker
1. What thought is causing me the most distress?
Ace of Wands
Creativity, potential, enthusiasm
2. What is the root cause of this distress?
Three of Coins
Stability, accomplishment, satisfaction
3. Are there any other underlying issues that are causing these thoughts to take hold of me?
Nine of Coins
Abundance, spiritual fulfilment, security
4. What can I do to take back control over my negative thoughts?
VII – The Chariot
Balance, self-control, being centred.
Thoughts
On the surface this looks like a really strange draw, but to me it makes sense. I’ve been in crisis mode for so long that times of stability seem really threatening to me, so cards that speak of abundance or stability or comfort I’m more prone to mistrust than believe. The only thing that can really help at this point is to maintain what balance I can and maybe, just maybe, at some point in the future, when I’m in a good place I won’t be looking out at the horizon for the next roadblock. I’ll just be enjoying the view.