even though it’s something they both did, even something as seemingly small as the partying thing reveals a completely different psychological profile from the two characters
like 616 tony partied because he drank. he drank because he’s an alcoholic. he’s an alcoholic (at least in part) because drinking was attempt to self medicate for his MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER that boils down to tony being pathologically self-loathing
mcu tony partied because he was empty because- despite all his money and power and genius- he couldn’t connect with people which could’ve been a result of shitty parenting but it also seems like it could possibly be narcissistic or possibly borderline personality disorder
#ye s #also with mcu tony it could be that his intellect was also a huge factor in him not being able to connect with other people #his genius would drive wedges between himself and other kids esp when he was young #now 616 tony has teh same intellect but he also had a friend in ty as a kid #and an alcoholic abusive father would’ve ingrained lack of self-worth in him #that would also fuel his depression #but 616 tony did have a friend and combined with his lack of self worth lead to parties and drinking #theres no indication of a friend like ty in mcu tony #maybe mcu tony had friends but they were all probs gunning for his money even when he was a kid #plus being constantly told that hes a genius but his dad constantly keeping him at a distance #remember we dont have proof that mcu tony’s dad was as abusive as 616 #but mcu howard never once told tony he loved him #and thats where mcu tony’s partying roots lie from i think #mcu tony craving attention and affection from other ppl really #plus his high level of intellect again could fuel any sort of narcissism thats already there (esp in a rich white man) #so yeah 616 and mcu tony same person different creatures #oops did i meta tony in the tags i guess i kinda did……. (via krusca)
Tag: krusca
Krusca: #im thining this is an on/off relationship they have #cause life isnt a fairy tale and they hurt each other just as much as they love each other #and during their off agains steve hooks back up with sharon #and ends with him marrying sharon #and god civil war wasnt enough to break tony’s sobriety but this #this is what breaks him tony goes back to the bottle #and time passes and steve isnt sure if he’s happy anymore most days he doesnt even wear the ring #while tony tries to catch himself and most days he’s functional and steels himself to a glass or two #but more time passes and most days tony just ends up with a bottle and steve’s number on his phone #unable to call him because he knows he shoudl let steve go steve is gone he fucked up he doesnt realize #just how important thigns are until they’re gone in his life and he’s lost his chance #and steve’s lost his ring by this point he misplaced it and now he cant find it #all he has is regret and knowing he can’t face tony again no matter how much he wants #he needs to let tony go he’s got sharon now but #tony’s contact info is still on his phone and he cant #he loves tony so much and he knows what he had with tony was borderline unhealthy so thats why he let him go right #he loved him so he let him go and everything is just fine #its all fine #(no its not) #stevetony #my fanart #ugh idk i guess this is some sort of brokeback mountain-ish situation?? #i just wanted to draw angst lmaoo
Everything is wonderful and terrible at the same time. The art is gorgeous and the tags make me want to pour myself a strong drink and eat chocolate forever.
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i did it
i created a deck of really gay stevetony 54 playing cards using nothing but actual marvel scans
incredible
I have to admire commitment like this.
krusca: #every time i see this i wonder if what really happened here is that steve rogers looked to his tummy for an answer like winnie the pooh
knitting in the dark 