how am i expected to be a productive member of society when sad gay heroes are taking over my life
Tag: bucky barnes
pierce’s death was too good for him.
How hard he hits him though. He nearly knocks him off the chair he hits him so hard and Bucky’s head bounces on rebound. And Bucky isn’t even being defiant here, just stuck. He’s caught in his own thinking and isn’t really resisting, just not reacting. He’s still Winter Soldier here, but Winter Soldier trying to figure out what just happened with his day and we know he could stop Pierce mid swing if he really wanted. But he doesn’t, just sort of pulls himself back upright still clinging to the fact that SOMEHOW the Soldier knew him and can’t figure out why. The little bit of Bucky that’s left frantically trying to organize fragments of memory.
Pierce died too quick.
Here’s where it gets worse, though: a brief couple minutes later, Pierce tries to give him a speech. It’s a speech full of praise and glory.
And why would you bother? Because it works better, if all your violence comes with another option. It works better, conditioning, if you have a carrot and a stick. It works better if you are the font of all things good and make the frame so that the recipient thinks they deserve all things bad.
Now given where they’re keeping him, and everything else, let’s adjust this in perspective: “good” becomes not actually good. It becomes an absence of pain, of punishment. It becomes a positive word. It becomes the presence of another human being in a life of constant isolation and imprisonment.
And then if you really want to get upset, you can think about what Pierce would have looked like mid-century, when he was younger, and when the Winter Soldier starts making his mark.
You’re welcome.
You’ve heard this story before: He’s imprisoned and tortured and experimented on, until he hardly remembers his own name. And in the depths of his despair this blond man comes to him like an angel, like a halo, and says: Come with me. Come follow me. Come fight with me.
But this isn’t his true angel, because this time disobedience comes with fire and pain and freezing cold; and he never looks like the man the Winter Soldier keeps expecting to see. But Alexander Pierce is the closest thing that he remembers, so he’s the one the soldier obeys.
[Image: A fancomic of Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers in street clothes; Bucky has his bionic arm. Bucky hits Steve on the back of the head and drags him off.
Steve: What was that for?!
Bucky: You dying, stupid!
Steve: Wha…
Bucky: Did you even TRY to land the plane? No. I’m gone TWO WEEKS and you take a nose dive in the ARCTIC.
Steve: Buuck…
Bucky: No, we’re finding someone who can teach your dumb ass to fly a plane!]That one time Bucky found out how Steve “died”.
Steve/Bucky couch sex
Photoshop & Graphire tablet
I suck at perspective but you get the idea. I also apparently suck at hands. (EDITED to change the hand a bit but it still sucks)
Spent the past three days working on a 3 panel fest piece for Potter. I finished it and got it sent off and then accidentally sketched this.
PTSD: The Soldier’s Diaries
Bucky Barnes and his dog |Day 3
Steve Rogers vs Chris Evans – The Winter Soldier Gag Reel (x)
He was the one who would always have her back, not because he thought she needed any help, but simply because it made her happy.
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She was the one who always found him in his darkest moments and understood. She didn’t try to rationalize it, didn’t try to belittle it, she just accepted all the worst… and stood next to him anyway.
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In the end, they’d always find their way back.
come on caps i know my uniform is pimp as fuck but you guys don’t have to be jealous
I don't know if I can do that.
“BARNES! ROGERS!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD”!
A big Steve/Bucky artwork that required a looot of work (I stopped counting after 40 hours to be honest). I know, I know, canon wise it doesn’t make any sense. Let’s just say that it’s the big second Chitauri attack of 2014 (it totally happened…*cough*)
Bonus: Bucky’s Instagram.
(Photoshop CS6 – Painter 12) – A big thank you to Beccj for the English beta ♥